My life on the outside probably doesn't look much different than yours: a husband, 2 kids, an aging parent and a smattering of friends that I don't see as often as I like. Not so impressive (as far as those things go)......
...........but perhaps it was always meant to be that way because what I'm here to share happens way down in the soul of you. It's something that you KNOW absolutely, deep in your bones—not a thing that you achieve, measure and rank against others.
Instead, I thought it'd be more helpful to share my experience in birthing my own White Pearl (since that's what's being offered here), especially because there aren't as many visible examples of the embodied Divine Feminine as there should be.
It's only fair that you clearly know that this is on the menu for you, too, if you want it.
(and just to check the box, I've included a list of my qualifications and a short bit about the work itself).
Since there aren't as many visible examples of the embodied Divine Feminine as there should be, I'm including my journey with it here so you can feel into the substance of it and get a better idea of the pathway you'll take if you choose it. I think it's only fair that you clearly know that this is on the menu for you, too, if you want it.
And just to check the box, I've included a list of my qualifications :)
my journey to the embodied Divine Feminine
Starting in 1996, I had the profound experience of deep relationship with a facet of The Mother, revered for millennia in the Eastern lore as the Goddess, Sarasvati.
She came through one of the last living full-body oracles—a beautiful Woman named Ijia Woolf, a supreme Master of the craft. At the time (as it was told by The Mother) there were only 5 such oracles left on earth.
Oracleship is an ancient practice, probably best known (if you've ever even heard of it at all) from ancient Greek times and it's a very direct way for the Divine to interact with humanity to bring guidance, insight, wisdom, prophesy and healing.
It is only Women who historically served as Oracles.
In more modern terms, if you are familiar with trance mediumship or channeling, full body oracleship is along those lines, except that a true oracle surrenders the entire body completely, even the breath. This allows for the consciousness of the Divine to fully encompass the oracle's physical body.
In other words, I interacted with The Mother (or The Holy Spirit, as She is sometimes called) in the same way I interact with my next door neighbor, Kim or my friend, Christy.
Very shortly after I met Her, The Mother offered me an apprenticeship. I accepted. This is how, for 16 years of my life, I came to be immersed in the physical presence of The Mother.
The Mother and I, we just talked. Well, mostly She spoke with such piercing, overwhelming Beauty.......and I wept out of an impossible desolation of longing for Home and for the undeniable experience of Heaven She exuded whenever She came to physical form.
The pain, misunderstanding and hardship I carried as a result of my life's journey blossomed in Her presence, unfurling itself into its shocking fullness, in breathtaking proportions.
And it was right there, in the vast, neverending darkness of my misunderstanding—the idea of my worthlessness—that She tenderly cradled me as the Great Mother. As I healed, She began to unfold before me, a larger Truth of my existence—one that included my own Divine nature.
At the time, I didn't believe the things She said to me. How could I, when my life experiences had shown me the opposite, over and over again? So there I was, deeply mired in the ironclad belief that I was less-than and despairingly unable to grab on to the lifeline that I had fervently prayed for since I was a small child: to know myself as Whole.
In the end, I did the only thing that was possible for me at the time. I simply stuck to what felt Life-giving—the Divine embrace and infinity of Beauty She lavished on me—and much to my surprise, that was more than enough. The concretized belief of myself as thoroughly soiled and less-than, simply passed away, never to return.
Although the way I held myself had radically changed, the world around me had not—and I was determined not to fall into the same pit again. I hungrily filled myself with everything She offered to me. There were deep, multi-year (sometimes decades-long) teachings in anything and everything you could think to ask. And I did. Incessantly.
It's funny, in the beginning I thought I was there to receive healing—you know, to get fixed. Later on, I thought I was there to receive knowledge so I could improve myself, grow or to enlighten and just leave the messiness of human life behind. The Mother just smiled.
Fairly early on, in perhaps the worst of my endless struggle with worth issues, She told me that I'd agreed to assist Her in seating the Divine Feminine en masse (among a few other things).
I looked at Her incredulously and informed Her that I didn't believe it. She simply nodded and we moved on to whatever I was crying about that day. As you might have gleaned, I was pretty wrapped up in just being ok with myself, never mind anyone else.
By the time The Mother stopped coming to the material plane, I will admit, some part of me thought that I was 'done' (haha)—but what I found was that although I had been thoroughly transformed and armed with any number of Mastery teachings, it wasn't as easy to live my truth as I thought it would be—mostly because life and relationships are complicated.......especially these days.
I spent the next decade+, deep in the throes of 'real' life, doing my best to make a happy existence. And it truly was.
But I also lived out the exhausting, sometimes mind numbing isolation of new motherhood, and the surface level (often ego-driven) grind and meaninglessness of corporate america.
But even worse was the growing worry of how to keep my kids thriving as the harshness of the world seeped into all our lives—no matter what herculean acts I performed to keep it at bay.
I needed help, and I couldn't understand why my husband didn't seem to get where I was coming from, no matter how many times (and no matter how many different ways) I tried to explain it to him. Such a kind, awake human being, why couldn't he hear me?
I felt deeply alone and completely invisible in what really, really mattered to me. And it all felt impossible to make right.
During that time, I reconnected with an old friend, Jacqueline Perle Woods, who'd also held one of the rare apprenticeships with The Mother.
She, like me, was coming to the conclusion that what we were doing wasn't enough as the reality of living became louder in our lives.
In a word, we simply HELPED each other. Using our training, we drew upon the Divine for guidance, with questions, and of course, for that unending embrace with The Mother.
We laid out our concerns, our pain, our limitations, our desires. And we held each other as we had been held by The Mother, all those years ago.
In very short order, we lifted up so much in our lives that fell short of the Beauty we had known in The Mother's Presence. We dug deep and updated our relationships to something that felt good and infinitely more Life-giving for everyone involved....and in the process, we forged our Sovereignty as Women.
Neither of us set out to gain Sovereignty (we both felt pretty good on that level), but found it was actually necessary because there is so much in this world going against what's healthy & Life-giving.
In utilizing our Mastery to make our relationships beautiful, not only did we get what we most desired in life, but we also solidified the ability to take on larger and larger chunks of Life safely. This opened HUGE doorways for both of us....
....and all the sudden, the precious, secret yearnings, wishes and dreams we had hidden away became something that was actually possible.
We exposed to each other—shyly at first—our deep, private longings and tender vulnerabilities, and in the process, helped each other to midwife our true life's work, as well as Mastery we didn't even know we possessed, but seemed to wield with magical adeptness.
Unwittingly, we had helped each other to solidify our embodiment of the Divine Feminine.
And it is all this that I draw upon in offering to Women, so you can have the same if you wish it.
I recognize that there is a lot of reading involved here, but how else could you know that this isn't the same old recycled, intellectual teachings found all over the internet, but rather a living demonstration of what is possible when the Divine Feminine gets involved.
Everything presented here for you is something that came in seed form directly from the Divine and blossomed in a very ordinary, typical human existence, inclusive of the challenges that we all face in the Modern World.
Because I ask you, what good is any of it—no matter how soaring—if it cannot be powerfully utilized to create Beauty in your life and for all those you so deeply love?
Each step I have ever taken with The Mother, every drop I so desperately drank from Her unending well of Love, compassion and healing.....and then with my Sister, Jacqui, meticulously forged into real, human life—netted us both something that I could not ever believe would be so for me: my very own White Pearl, just as I describe right HERE.
Yes, it's that good.
Interestingly, when it came, it was just……I don’t know, correct. Kind of how my right knee is correct. And like my knee, it's not something that anyone can ever tell me isn't real or isn't worthy. It's that absolute.
It’s not outwardly flashy or in-your-face (unless you want it to be), but it is powerful. Powerful enough to cut through the noise, the pain and suffering—the sheer distraction—on our planet and directly into the most potent way to elevate Life for yourself and everyone you touch through your Soul's Purpose.
It’s powerful enough to bring you this pathway from the Divine so you would remember why you came here in the first place......and make good on it.
And it’s powerful enough to create an in-your-life-as-it-is, very doable way for any busy Woman to embody the Divine Feminine so your life and all it contains becomes the very blessing that you pray for.
It is this gift and offering that I lay at your feet, Sister, so you in your very human life can take what's real in your heart and make it real in your life—in all your relationships, your work and in the world.....
.....because that was always the point.
qualifications
This work serves as a bridge between the human experience and the divine.
I specialize in the integration of a Woman’s life with her White Pearl, so that she may live in Beauty wherever she stands. The end result is the actualization of Women in their most encompassing expression for use in their lives and in the world.
I've helped guide over 500 purpose-based entrepreneurs gain clarity in order to bring forward their strongest offering to the world.
And in total, I have stood in witness of 1000+ Women and counting, helping them to bridge the life they’ve been given into something full of possibility, richness and purpose.
Raised in the House of Sarasvati, I studied for 21 years in the sacred arts of Divine Oracleship, Manifestation & Conscious Creation, Mastery of the Ego, Pranic and Template Healing, Kriya Yoga, as well as the Women’s Mystery Arts of Embrace, Clairvoyance, Sacred Circle Keeping, Relationship Mastery, Facilitation of the Divine into form, Stewardship, and Co-Creation with the Divine.
Although educated as a Petroleum Engineer, I carry nearly 20 years in sales and marketing via a successful career in high tech sales & business development, real estate, entrepreneurship and business strategy.
The power of this kind of mastery is not in holding the knowledge of it, but rather in its application into real, living, breathing human lives—into our marriages, the raising of our children, all our relationships, careers and businesses.
Only then can it works its magic:
to shift us from a limited, physically-focused life to one that's divinely guided by the soul's purpose, where all is served toward its highest outcome.
It's from this place that the full blossom of life can be achieved. This is the integration of the human with the divine.
Toward this end, I have personally traveled a considerable range of the human experience and relationship, enabling me to work with the deepest levels of a Woman’s life circumstances....
......so that the whole of her experience can be woven together with its ultimate potential, her unique being, and her greatest potency.
This great expansion of life possibility emanates outward from her and straight into service for all she holds in her arms so she can create a more beautiful world wherever she stands.
I have committed the whole of this life in deep service of the Divine Feminine to assist Women raise the quality of Life on this planet for the benefit of all.
the origins of this work
In August of 1998, The-unseen-Mother-in-Total came to physical form to seat a message regarding the challenges Humanity would face in the times to come and how we could not only meet these challenges, but create a strong sure path to world healing.
Because of our close relationship with Life (we birth and care for it), Women are the natural receivers of the message—regardless of whether we have children or not.
It was always understood that we would be very busy in our lives and that the challenging nature of our world might make things feel overwhelming or even impossible at times.
It was taken into account that the emotional & physical hardship that many of us have walked as Women might also make it harder to remember why you are here (your Purpose), as well as everything you have at your disposal to fulfill on it.
You should know that The Mother came specifically for you.
To make sure that you received the message—complete with some living proof that it was real—The Mother planted the seeds in a small Mastery Circle named Agni and set us each on the path to embody the Divine Feminine before we all scattered on the wind.
What I offer—the embodied Divine Feminine for world healing—is the fruit of my journey with The Mother taken deep into just about every aspect of human life & relationships to create rich, flourishing Life wherever you happen to be standing.
You should know that all your relationships, your children and family can (and absolutely should) flourish.
Deep, abiding Love can take root and blossom, spreading its powerful branches out into the world.
We can all stand in this world as truly Sovereign Women—and we can do so without having to do (or settle for) the ugly things that the Modern World often requires.
For a Sovereign Woman will always make her life in deep Beauty: All of it.
This is a fact.
In this, we are ALL the same.
See, none of us were ever forgotten or left to fend for ourselves. We are only waiting for each other.
Because it makes no sense that each individual Woman go up against the massive currents of the world alone, does it?
More questions?
-What's it really like to be met by a true emanation of the Divine?
-What does it feel like to embody the Divine Feminine (and what, exactly, does that mean)?
-How does this relate to my Purpose (or world healing, for that matter)?
-And....
All great questions that should be addressed for you.
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